Posted this before but I’m gonna repost it goddammit
I forgot about this.
wow.THIS IS MY FAVORITE EVER WHO WROTE THIS
ME ALL FUCKING OVER AND DOWN
its kinda scary when you waste an entire day doing nothing and time just passes
it might look messy, but I swear
it’s a safe place to rest.
It could be almost anything. It could be about depression, it could be about insecurities. How it could be about insecurities? It could be because the plug is different. The different plug on the girl’s head is full of thoughts, like what the previous user had said. It could be about depression, well think about it. For one, almost everything there, from the girl’s clothes to the bed itself, it’s blue. Blue is a color that is mainly to symbolise as sadness. (You know? Red is love, yellow is happiness?) So that could lead to sadness in the girl’s life. And the fact that her plug is different, it means that no one accepts her because she has a ‘different plug’ on her head. So when she looks at her bed, realising that she’s different to everything, so insecure and hopeless that she can’t even sleep due to it as the thoughts keeps her from sleeping, which leads to both insomnia and the fact her mind is full of thoughts.
If you look at her hands, you can see how she somewhat scrunches up the edge of the bed, almost seeming to be battling the fact how she can’t sleep, how the pillow plug won’t allow her, seeming to mock the girl by the fact she’s different, that she can’t ‘fit in’. It’s like she’s trying to hold herself together, but is struggling. If you look at her body position, it’s also hunched, showing how tired she is, tired of everything of what it could be. But she’s also lowering her status almost, by hunching over. The background, which is a cream color, is (mostly) said to be calm and sincere. This contrasts with the sad blue. As her mind is a blue battlefield, trying to fight it back as the world around her is a calm cream, not noticing what’s going on with her.
That was so beautiful
and you used me
to light your cigarette
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